I defended him

So people kept picking on Tony.

So I came to his defense.

I thought he needed me. Hell maybe it was me who needed some one.

 So I defend him because it was the right thing to do. I’ve never expected to fall in love with him.

Oh stupid me. Yep stupid, dumbass me. Who the fuck want a would dumbass me? I’m no good for nothing But he needed help against the bullys so I defended him.

 I didn’t know I wolul fall in love with him. Man I’m so stupid.. Why in the blue hell would anyone want me? I mean I’m ugly; I get remined of that daily.  So maybe it’s the fact that fact that he wants to get laid. Ew! I mean he isn’t ugly but wow this is too much.

 When would I do? I should take the fact that no one would want me. Whatever reason that is I’ll leave it to them. However there is no one out there for me. I should accept that. Does it matter that I don’t. I mean he told me that he loved me; no other guy has told me that! So what am I supposed to do now? I know I should leave but how do I do that?

I wish people would understand that he loves me. I wish more people said that to me. Yeah that little word means a lot for someone who didn’t get told this.  So you can say that I’m infactuated by him. Yeah I became infactuated with him. Can you blame me, he is hot!