So I'm a mess

                                                                         5.11.14

So this damn dude won't give me my stuff back. Why I don't know but he is being annoying. I have a imagination and I'm not scared to use it. Yes I am planning on using that fool for a story. Ok he has served his time. He sucked as a boyfriend why am I calling him that? Ok he is not my ex he is just some asshole that should be happy he dated me! I should remember that. So I should.... wait I am using him I'll get that story next week.
Ok I'm not the biggest fan of mother's day. Since my mom passed I just don't like being reminded that 'Oh hey its Mother's Day' or feeling incomplete because my mom isn't here. Its just hard watching people celebrate Mother's Day. I feel like I'm nothing because my mom is gone. I know I shouldn't feel this way but I do.